It Was God Who Made Me So

It Was God Who Made Me So Beautiful. If I Weren't, Then I'd Be A Teacher.

I Have This Great Fear Of People - Not When I'm On The Runway, But Backstage. In A Room Full Of People, I Really Suffer. I Sort Of Go Into A Tunnel And I Feel Very Removed. I Get So Tense, I Can't Swallow, And My Heartbeat Goes Way Up. It Still Happens Now, Although I'm Better At Controlling It.

One Of My First Jobs Was In Italy And That's Where I Saw Cocaine For The First Time. There Was A Murder In Our Group That Weekend. I Decided Then And There That I Would Never Do Drugs. I Have Anxiety Attacks, So There's No Way I Could Do Them.

People Think Modeling's Mindless, That You Just Stand There And Pose, But It Doesn't Have To Be That Way. I Like To Have A Lot Of Input. I Know How To Wear A Dress, Whether It Should Be Shot With Me Standing Up Or Sitting.

When I Started In The Business, I Was Told I Had Three Good Years In Me.