I'm Still Trying To Figure Out What

I'm 37 And I Was Told Recently I Was Too Old To Play The Lover Of A Man Who Was 55. It Was Astonishing To Me. It Made Me Feel Bad, And Then It Made Me Feel Angry, And Then It Made Me Laugh.

I Studied English Literature; I Took 2 Independent Religion Classes, But I Wasn't A Religion Major Really.

People Write Things In Newspapers About Me That Aren't True - Or That Are True. They Take Pictures Of My Kids On The Way To School. I Get A Little Bit Inured To It In A Way That I Think Most People Probably Aren't.

Someone Who's 26, 27, Has A Very Different Relationship To Sex Than Someone Who's 30.

These Past Couple Of Years Have Been About Learning To Not Sabotage Myself In A Subtler Way - For Instance, Even Just By Putting Moisturiser On When I Get Out Of The Shower. Learning To Honour Myself And Believing That I'm Worth Taking Care Of.