I'm Sensitive And Get Easily Upset And

I Just Want To Make A Beautiful Film. I've Had It In My Head For So Long, So I Want To Try. Every Now And Again I Get Scared. And That's Not Really How I Operate In Songwriting Or As Sia The Artist, The Singer. I Don't Operate From A Place Of Fear. But This Is Such A New Area For Me. I Still Have Some Insecurity. So, Like, Once A Week I Get Washed From The Top Of My Skull Down To My Toes With This Vomitous Feeling Of Fear. I Think, "just Don't Do It. You Don't Have To Do It. You're Already A Singer And A Songwriter. Really, You Don't Have To Make A Movie.".

I'm Sensitive And Get Easily Upset And Insulted.

I Have Social Anxiety. It's Easier Up On Stage Because There's Security In Being There. When I'm Off Stage I'm Trying Not To Be A Manic Freak. I'm Quite Shy.

Fame Made Me Develop A Panic Disorder.

I'm Trying To Work Out A Way To Be A Singer And To Create Cool Content. I'm Willing To Do That As An Entertainer. But I'm Not Willing To Give Up My Actual Self. And The Way The System Is Built Up, There'll Be A Backlash Soon. Just Recently Some People Published 11 Photos Of Sia's Face. It's A Bummer For Me Because It's Going To Elevate My Profile And Make Me More Recognizable. But I Don't Look The Same As I Did When I Used To Have My Photo Taken. Music Is For Your Ears, Not Your Eyes, Right? But Film Is For Your Eyes, And I Would Like To Give You Something.