Am I Being Typecast As A Horrible

Success For Me Is To Feel Happy - 80 Percent Of The Time. That's Been My Goal In Life. I Think That Comes From My Father. He's A Very Optimistic, Happy Person. I'm Not Quite Sure If I'll Ever Feel This, But I Want To Know How To Be Happy. I'm Happy When I'm At Work. I'm Happy When I'm With My Family Or My Dog. But There's Always That Feeling Of, I'm Not Satisfied. I Have That Thing In My Stomach Where I Just Need To Keep Striving For Things. In My Mind, I Want The Fairy Tale.

If Everything Always Went Perfectly, I Would Feel Like, When Is The Ball Going To Drop? Because Good Things Don't Always Last. Maybe I'm A Pessimistic Person. When Something Just Seems Too Good, I Can't Believe It. I Come From A Background Where I Was Never Told That I Couldn't Do Something, So I'm Very Stubborn. I Don't Know If I Believe In Fate Or Destiny, But It Kind Of Feels That Way Sometimes.

Crows Follow Me Wherever I Go.

Am I Being Typecast As A Horrible Person? I Don't Know. I Don't Think So. But If It Happens, I'd Rather Get To Play That, Because There's Nothing Fun About Being Sweet. Sweet Can Be So Boring, So I'd Be Happy Staying Away From That.

I Lived In A Town Of 400 Until I Was Like Nine Or Ten. My Dad Coached All The Sports - He Was A Gym Teacher And Health Teacher For Grades K-12