Most Important, In Order To Find Real

And I Somehow Always Felt Less Lonely When I Was Completely Alone.

Even If I'm Hormonal And I Feel Like I've Got A Couple Pounds Of Water Weight, I Will Never Starve Myself, I Will Never, Ever Go On A Diet.

Shame Weighs A Lot More Than Flesh And Bone.

I Wondered If That's What Aging Felt Like. That Desire And Reality Were Dueling Until The Day You Die, That Nobody Every Got To A Place Of Peace. I Had Always Wanted To Get Old So I Didn't Have To Care Anymore, But I Began To Think That It Would Be Best Just To Skip The Getting Older Part And Just Die.

I've Had So Many Interviews Where The Last Question Is, Are You Gay? I Had To Find Very Creative Ways To Say That I Was Gay, But That I Wasn't Going To Talk About It.