It's Weird: I Was In A Conference

As I've Gotten Older, I Can Look At Myself More Clearly And Own The Things That I'm Good At And Work On The Things That I'm Not. Like, I Am Not Skinny. I Know That If I Were To Lose A Little Weight I'd Literally Have More Time In The Morning Because I Know Clothes Would Fit Better. And Now I Can Look At Those Things More Practically. Instead Of Being Like, "what Does That Say About Me?," Now I'm Just Like, "that Would Be Great To Sleep In An Extra Fifteen Minutes Because I Wasn't Trying On Everything In My Closet."

There's Obviously Instances Where I Perceive Sexism In My Job. ... I Think That The Sort Of Sexism That I See Has Been One That's A Little Bit Like A Gentler Form Of Sexism, But Still A Little Bit Debilitating, Which Is That When, As A Producer And A Writer, Whether It Was At The Office Or [at The Mindy Project], If I Make A Decision, It'll Still Seem Like It's Up For Debate.

All I Want To Do Is Be A Gay Icon. I Was Reading Lady Gaga's Twitter, Because She Has Like 12 Million Followers, Or Something Like That. I Feel Like She Has Fans, Gay, Straight, Bi, Who Would Throw Themselves Off A Building For Her.

So I’m Into Men Now, Even Though They Can Be Frightening. I Want A Schedule-keeping, Waking-up-early, Wallet-carrying, Non-velcro-shoe-wearing Man.

Of Course, Everyone Wants To Be Mythologized In A Great Way.