In Modern Novels I Try To Not

For Me, Personally, It Is Very Important That The Days Are Exactly The Same, So I Have Routines. I Do The Same Thing Every Day.

I Try To Write About Small Insignificant Things. I Try To Find Out If It’s Possible To Say Anything About Them. And I Almost Always Do If I Sit Down And Write About Something. There Is Something In That Thing That I Can Write About. It’s Very Much Like A Rehearsal. An Exercise, In A Way.

I've Always Been A Fast Reader. Now I Had To Do It Slowly, Discussing Each Sentence. And Every Time I Wanted To Change Something I Had To Come Up With An Intelligent Defense I Could Be Pretty Sure That They Would Turn My Suggestion Down, As They Had So Many Aspects To Keep In Mind. However, If I Argued Well, I Could Have A Chance. I Had To Think Of Every Comma, Every Word.

In Modern Novels I Try To Not Let Myself Get Away And To Be Here, And That's Why I Write About My Life And Myself. But Even When I Do That There's An Element Of Disappearing To A Place That's Not Me. It's "the Selflessness Of Writing". It Seldom Happens, But When It Does It's Worth Quite A Lot.

A Problem With My Novels Is That They, From The Start, Have Been Infantile And Incredibly Childish. There Are Childishness, Stupidity, Lack Of Wisdom, Fantasies. At The Same Time, That's Where My Creativity Can Be Found. If I Tried To Control It And Make It More Mature, It Wouldn't Be Good At All. It'd Be Uninteresting, Without Any Vivacity.