I'd Rather Die Than Be With Anyone

I Was Consumed By The Mystery Edward Presented. And More Than A Little Obsessed By Edward Himself. Stupid, Stupid, Stupid. I Wasn't As Eager To Escape Forks As I Should Be, As Any Normal, Sane Person Would Be.

It's An Extraordinary Thing To Meet Someone Who You Can Bare Your Soul To And Accept You For What You Are. I've Been Waiting, For What Seems Like A Very Long Time, To Get Beyond What I Am. With Bella I Feel Like I Can Finally Begin. So I'd Like To Propose A Toast To My Beautiful Bride. No Measure Of Time With You Will Be Long Enough. But Let's Start With Forever.

Don't Watch" The Redheaded Mind Reader Whispered. I Closed My Eyes.

Making Decisions Was The Painful Part For Me, The Part I Agonized Over. But Once The Decision Was Made, I Simply Followed Through—usually With Relief That The Choice Was Made. Sometimes The Relief Was Tainted By Despair, Like My Decision To Come To Forks. But It Was Still Better Than Wrestling With The Alternatives.

I Glanced, Wide Eyed, From Edward's Grimace To Jacob's Sneer.