I Was Trying To Come Round To

I Was Trying To Come Round To The Idea That There Might Be An Invisible Reality Capable Of Interfering In Our Lives, But The Only Reason I Did So Was Because Of A Love I Didn't Want To Believe I Felt But Which Was Continuing To Grow In A Subtle, Devastating Way. I Was Content In My Universe And Didn't Want To Change It At All, Even Though I Was Being Propelled In That Direction.