I Love Doing Lesbian Love Scenes. Before

It's Hard No To Work, So I Find A Way To Put Myself Back To Work. And I Think It's Important, In Between Projects, For Me To Sit Down With Who I've Just Become And Allow Her To Continue To Evolve And Find A Home Inside Me Before I Go And Become Somebody Else. But I Think I Also Need To Learn To Relax And Not Prepare Too Much, Just Enjoy Life. I Notice That My Characters Go Out To Dinner And Have Fun And Take These Great Trips, But I Spend So Much Time On Their Lives, I Don't Have Much Of A Personal Life Of My Own. I Have To Sort Of Remember To Fill Out That Little Notebook On Me.

On Second Marriage: It Took Me By Surprise, Too, Because Overnight, We Totally Changed. I Think One Day We Had Just Nothing In Common. And It's Scary But I Think It Can Happen When You Get Involved And You Don't Know Yourself Yet.

I'm Trying To Find Things That Are Extremely Challenging Or Mean Something To Me Deeply.

Oh, God, I Struggle With Low Self-esteem All The Time! I Think Everyone Does. I Have So Much Wrong With Me, It's Unbelievable!

I'm Not A Hugger. People Make Fun Of Me. It's Something That I Have A Hard Time With. If Someone Hugs Me, I Hold My Breath. Snuggling, Cuddling, Hugging, Crying - All That Stuff Makes Me Very Uncomfortable.