I Had Not Had Any Drugs For

It's Weird, I Was Such A Survivor And So Wanted To Be A Part Of Life While I Was Trying To Snuff Out The Life That Was Inside Of Me. I Had This Duality Of Trying To Kill Myself With Drugs, Then Eating Really Good Food And Exercising And Going Swimming And Trying To Be A Part Of Life. I Was Always Going Back And Forth On Some Level.

What I've Realized Over The Years Is That I Have Some Pretty Good Friends.

You Instinctively Know That Nothing Will Ever Be The Same, And You Have To Carry That Knowledge Around With You Like A Huge Weight. The Next Time You See Your Girl, You Can’t Look Her Straight In The Eyes The Same Way You Did For All Those Years.

When You Realize That There's A Name And A Description For This Condition That You Thought Was Insanity, You've Identified The Problem, And Now You Can Do Something About It.

I Don't Even Know What Words To Use To Talk About The Music Industry Anymore. But The Business Has Changed A Lot - The Methods Of Releasing Music.