I Feel Like There Is Never Enough,

I've Gotten Very Good At Detaching Whenever I Have To Go Away For Three Months, Which I Realize Is Hard On Friends And Kind Of Selfish.

As An Actor You Want People To Know You And There Are Times You Want Your Pictures Taken, But It's Unnerving To Walk Out Of A Venue With Friends And There Are 20 People Flashing Lights In Your Face. Do You Know How Bright Those Lights Are?

Hollywood Is So Small That Everyone Has Either Worked With Someone Or Knows Someone Who Knows Someone And So It Was Kind Of Easy And Fun. And I Think There's Something Exciting About Being, Like, "hey! Welcome To The Set!" And Making Everyone Feel Welcome, And Making It Fun, 'cause Everybody Knows What It's Like To Be The New Kid.

My Mom Is A Twilight Fan As Well And She's Just As Excited Because She's Read All The Books So I Think She Wants To See It Come Alive Just Like Anybody Else. My Parents Supported Me From The Get-go, They Are Very Supportive Which A Lot Of People Don't Get. I Told My Dad I Got The Part Before I Told Anyone Else And He Cried And He's So Proud And He's So Excited. I Mean He's Amazing And I'm So Glad That He's Going To Sit Beside Me And Go Through All Of That With Me.

I Did Four Independent Films During The Break Between 'twilight' And 'new Moon.' I Haven't Even Really Had Time To Sit Back And Process It All. But When You Do Finally Sit Back And Think About It, It's Incredible.