And Often It Would Be A Woman

In That Moment I Understood That The Cruelest Words In The Universe Are If Only.

For My Entire Life I Longed For Love. I Knew It Was Not Right For Me — As A Girl And Later As A Woman — To Want Or Expect It, But I Did, And This Unjustified Desire Has Been At The Root Of Every Problem I Have Experienced In My Life.

Gone Were My Girlish Ideas About Romantic Love And My Later Ideas About Sexual Love. From Yi, I Learned To Appreciate Deep-heart Love. Peony In Love

Let Those Who Believe, Believe. Let Those Who Doubt, Doubt.

Obey, Obey, Obey, Then Do What You Want.